Bang, bang, bang, straight through my heart. <3

Hella catchy song. I love it. <3
So much went on today. I'm so exausted. Listening to music while talking to Katya on aim. My mind feels so empty. School sucked all of my brain power away. I hate school. It really needs to end.


Waiting for summer 2009!


Basketball game today. We won. Awesome isn't it? :)


We played for the AASU Black History month thing. I guess our performance was alright I still think we should've played Adrenaline Attack instead of Night Train. But whatevs. Nez has his reason's I guess.


My birthday's next Wednesday. I'm stoked. Seventeen Baby!


I'm...so...sleepy...I think I'm going to bed now. Nighty Night.

Sunday morning rain is falling.

It is in fact Sunday, and rain is falling. But the title of this blog is actually a song :) A song I'm listening to. I like to sing this song out loud like a total idiot. Haha. I haven't blogged in a while, so I thought today was a perfect opportunity to do so. I've been so busy lately its like I haven't even had time to breathe! Last week was just hell week for me. So much to do in so little time. I'm so glad THATS over. Hopefully I got a decent grade on my research paper. That was a lot of work. In all I had to print 12 pages! Geeezus.

So. Lets see if I can put the past week in a nutshell.

Well, on Monday I had rehearsals and that lasted way longer than it should have. At the end of rehearsals it felt like my brain was sucked out. Haha. On Tuesday I had trombone lessons afterschool and I stayed up till like 2-3ish working on the freaking research paper. Wednesday, we had rehearsals and a concert after that. On top of all that, I had to do my Environmental Science practice test. I stayed up till like 12:30 for that. Thursday, was supposed to be my relaxing day, but noooo, Nez decided to switch the game from Friday to Thursday so I was out till 9 at the game. Finally it was Friday, and I was able to relax *aaaahhhh* :) Now that was nice. Haha.

Oh! And Valentines Day! The day where everybody's all lovey dovey.

Rizal surprised me with this :)

Well, the original plan was to go out for lunch, and then maybe go back to my house so we can cook dinner together. The plan didn't exactly go that way. Rizal got sick on Friday so we ended up stay at his house. I took care of him and while he was napping I hung out with his parents. Not exactly what I had in mind, but it was okay. I had a lot of fun :D

We don't have school for the rest of this week! Yessss! It's just the vacation I needed. Usually at this time of the year I would be in Tahoe, but since my dad got a new job he can't get time off of work. I'm bummed about that, but its okay :)

I have work to do during the break though. How lame is that?! I have to make a poster board for a presentation in Ganick's class and do some carbon footprint online for Harris' class which is supposed to be easy. Whoopdeedoo...I should be studying for the SATs too. Ughh. Being a junior really does suck. Hella bad. Hopefully I'll be able to survive!

The viewing...

I haven't told many this, with an exception of my close friends...
I found out on Friday that my Uncle passed away...He wasn't blood related to me, but I've known him pretty much ever since I was born.

Today is his viewing...

I don't really know what happens in the viewing, since I've never been to one before. The way my mom described it, it was basically a viewing of my uncle, for people to say their goodbyes.

I don't really know what to expect. When I found out on Friday I was devastated. I didn't know what to do. Only think I did do was cry. Rizal was there to comfort me, which helped me out a lot. We had a pep band game that night, and my mom told me I shouldn't go since I was so sad, but I went anyway. I thought I was going to be okay, but when we got there I couldn't help but start crying again. I cried for about 15-20 mins, and I let it all out.

I realized that night, that when you're friends with the right people, they can make everything better. Even people that didn't know what happened comforted me. It was nice. And I am grateful for that. I remember Lizzie coming up to me asking if I was okay, and I told her what happened, and I remember her saying that she didn't really know what to say, and even though she didn't know what to say that was perfectly fine because I knew that If I needed her she would be there for me.

I only told a handful of people for the fact that:

• I didn't think I could bring it up without crying.
• I didn't wanna seem like an attention whore. (Like somebody)
• I didn't think it was something everyone needed to know.

Hopefully I won't be crying up a storm...We'll see shall we?