Revenge is sweeter than you ever were.

I should be finishing my homework, but I had an instant urge to blog, so I decided to do that instead.
I've been thinking lately, about a lot of things. At first they were mainly negative thoughts, but now that has changed for the most part. All the negatives are turning into positives. Yes there are things that I wish at times were different, and things I want in life that I don't have, but then again I think some more and I realize what I have now are all good things. Whats the point of sitting around wishing you had more when what you have right in front of you good enough as it is. I'm not exactly sure why the sudden change in thought, but hey it's positive so I don't mind it. High school is so...juvenile. I mean kids go to school and argue, talk shit, and do all these other negative things that get them in trouble. Whats the point? So what if they talk about you? So what if they try to start stuff? Is it really worth it? I mean after high school you're probably never going to see that person again.


I can't believe it's already the end of March, the years almost over and I'm going to be a senior. How crazy is that. People weren't lying when they said that high school goes by fast. It really does. Next year is going to be so different. I'm excited yet afraid at the same time. Am I ready for it? I hope so. Life throws so much at you, some good, some bad, but everything that is thrown at you is an experience. It would either better you as a person or do the complete opposite. Its up to you on how you take it and handle it.


I've been through so much as it is throughout high school, in the beginning a lot of those things were pretty bad, but it was my choice to do those things, it was my choice to cut a lot of school, it was my choice to let my grades slip, it was my choice to make stupid mistakes that left my heart in pieces, but in the end I decided to pick up the pieces and better myself as a person. The person I was when I entered high school, and the person I am now are two completely different people.


I like the person I've become. I've learned to accept and love myself for how I am.


*On a side note*
I really want a polaroid camera. I might actually invest in one. It seems like a fun thing to have. I just need money for it though.







Well that's enough of me blogging about my thoughts for now. Until next time.