So, where shall I start?
Oh, I know. Last night. I did some contemplating last night. Which was...well sad to me. There's this void in my heart that I can't seem to fill. In the end, I know that that place can't be filled. Well at least not by just anybody. People come to me all the time, asking for advice, or just venting out their problems. That's always fine with me, but I came to the realization that I can't do the same with them. I can't just tell anybody whats on my mind. I'm not as open as some others. I have a hard time talking to people on that level, and I don't know why.
I try so hard to keep myself together, but sometimes, there are some days where I can't. Some days where I just have to let it all out.
I'll admit it. I can be a chicken. I'm afraid of saying whats on my mind. I'm afraid of what will come out of it. I just let it be and hope it will all change for the better. As my sister says, I can be a pushover. I'm "too nice" to say whats on my mind. Hopefully one day I can change all that. Be as bold as I want to be and speak my mind.
I watched Tristan & Isolde last night. It's one of my new favorites. It was a tragic love story that was very much like Romeo and Juliet. As I watched it, I realized that their love was real and genuine. I'm not going to lie, I cried at the end of this movie. When you watch this movie like most movies, you get attached to the characters. It's as if you can relate to them in some sense. Whether its the love that they share, or the events that takes place. This is one of the few movies that made me cry a lot. It was that good.
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